One time I called the suicide prevention hotline and I hung up on the person that I called and I said sorry and I tried to make a youtube channel but it didn’t help the dream I had and I couldn’t delete the channel and I regret making my channel so much now.😢
as much as I want to believe that i have a large group of friends (a third of my subscribers), i know deep down that they only let me near them because i'm the latest hip-hop craze at school, that's it. im the same person they would laugh at in 8th grade, but here i am in 10th grade, writing my own songs and the popular kids are pretending to be friends with me. i never get a break because as soon as i stop dropping shitty tracks theyre gonna leave me behind and in 11th grade, things are gonna be the same as they were in 8th
I feel lonely and sad, i don't have any friends, I spend every day with my father and sister but they already have their own problems, So every day i try to do a half smile and trying to distract me in anyways, and it work but it becomes harder, not because is hard to keep me distracted but each time i'm left alone to think the bad feelings becomes stronger and harder to pass.
Worthless. Loser. Nothing. Stagnant. Zombie. Hollow. Empty. Alone. Loveless. No direction. No purpose. Just going through the motions until your time is up
i tried to hold the people i love close, but then they just turn around and hurt me more. I was with a girl for while and was head over heals for her. I really fucking cared about her. Then right when i felt like itd last forever she left me. We recently started talking again and it just brings back a lot of painful memories, and i think she just feels bad for leaving me
Ice been close to telling people just how defeated i am. And how I feel that ALL THIS Bullshit is pointless & meaningless and how at best your Alive but never feel alive. And I can go on and on but I STOP 🛑 MYSELF. Because ice always ben told "Misery loved company" & so why would I bring someone down with my problems when they're POWERLESS to change it in a meaningful way. I've asked people what's the point of all this snd I hear time and time again for family blah blah
But why should I have to go on day after after like this just to struggle. When you get 5-10 negative for every small positive? Shit I'll go 30 for 1 more than that
Im 17 i may not have been through much but ive been through more than i should have at this age i was never a quiet kid growing up i was always happy and full of energy i didnt know how my dad was my mom always went from guy to guy all of them were trash it was always me my sister and my mom at eight i never really had friends because we always moved around so when we went back to my hometown i was always prepared to leave again i dont know when it happened but i became very aggressive i was constantly bullied in school and when i fought back i would be the one in trouble i would always think of how unfair it was one day two boys were messing with me so i threw a double desk across the room and hit a kid with a textbook i met my dad at nine he never knew i existed he was a good guy but he would take my medication for himself when i would go over there i left my chilfhood home and the school i was in and i moved in with my moms new boyfriend ive been here since 9 hes was nice as well for a bit i started making friends in my new school then i got to jr high by then i started to gain resentment for people and start to understand the world around me by 8th grade ive become i sad and lonely person my mom and her boyfriend where now just roommates he got back with his ex we left for a bit then came back and ive hated him since 9th grade year and my sister is out of school i have old friends and new friends had my first real heartbreak turns out i was her rebound it sucks cause she got back with her ex and she was my first kiss as well end of 9th grade i now put on a show when im at school so nobody asks if im okay because no one really cares anyway there just nice i cant cry anymore dontnknow why that happened srart of 10th i try to ignore my bad thoughts wasnt doing well in school so my mom pulled me out at this point im in ged classes and i constantly get into online relationships just for the little bit of happiness it brings me ive been trying to get a head start on smoking myself to death i cant sleep without some tyoe of sound because the voices in my head are too loud sovwhen my phone gets taken from me i practically overdose on melatonin so i can sleep its Christmas now and i really hope its my last one i that mask that i wear is beginning to break and i dont know how long i can keep putting it back together for
Smoking is terrible but I can’t stop being this lonely I don’t smoke but if it’s equivalent to smoking 15 cigarettes I’ve already smoked a life’s worth of
I have family that loves me, but I only have friend and were close like really close but we see each other like once a month. I do feel alone mentally but I always think its probably just because I'm a woman and hormones, Or maybe its just growing up.Honestly I only live for this band I like because that band I like makes me feel great and not lonely.
I don’t know why but I feel like evreytine I like someone they turn out just being rude or stupid without the next few years I just can’t find anyone and it’s making me hurt
Nothing worse knowing you are gonna be alone for the rest of your life and there ain’t a damn thing you can do about it. At this point I may as well leave this planet because it’s not like I am enjoying anything here
My parents have been to a total of 4 sporting events of mine. I have played football for 4 years, wrestled for 3, basketball for 2, and track for 7. When i graduate college it will be 11 years and i guarantee they'll never show up to a meet. Now that im in college i have two seasons per year… Thats 16-18 meets per year… Yeah
What if I have no people that love me.?
Guess i dont have to keep buying ciggarettes then
elon has wife, children and all the possibilities in the world, if he sleeps alone often as he says it's on him
Can you guys please give me namo of that movie it looks cool
One time I called the suicide prevention hotline and I hung up on the person that I called and I said sorry and I tried to make a youtube channel but it didn’t help the dream I had and I couldn’t delete the channel and I regret making my channel so much now.😢
as much as I want to believe that i have a large group of friends (a third of my subscribers), i know deep down that they only let me near them because i'm the latest hip-hop craze at school, that's it. im the same person they would laugh at in 8th grade, but here i am in 10th grade, writing my own songs and the popular kids are pretending to be friends with me. i never get a break because as soon as i stop dropping shitty tracks theyre gonna leave me behind and in 11th grade, things are gonna be the same as they were in 8th
yes im fucking lonely
I'm kind and gentle…but I feel bad that no girl will be able to experience the best of me.
I cant say anything sadder than "I know, I've been like that too"
I feel lonely and sad, i don't have any friends, I spend every day with my father and sister but they already have their own problems, So every day i try to do a half smile and trying to distract me in anyways, and it work but it becomes harder, not because is hard to keep me distracted but each time i'm left alone to think the bad feelings becomes stronger and harder to pass.
Worthless. Loser. Nothing. Stagnant. Zombie. Hollow. Empty. Alone. Loveless. No direction. No purpose. Just going through the motions until your time is up
i tried to hold the people i love close, but then they just turn around and hurt me more. I was with a girl for while and was head over heals for her. I really fucking cared about her. Then right when i felt like itd last forever she left me. We recently started talking again and it just brings back a lot of painful memories, and i think she just feels bad for leaving me
I have nothing to do in my life its so boring and lonely it feels like i dont matter at this point.
Everyone around me feels like fucking ghosts
First clip source?
Ice been close to telling people just how defeated i am. And how I feel that ALL THIS Bullshit is pointless & meaningless and how at best your Alive but never feel alive. And I can go on and on but I STOP 🛑 MYSELF. Because ice always ben told "Misery loved company" & so why would I bring someone down with my problems when they're POWERLESS to change it in a meaningful way. I've asked people what's the point of all this snd I hear time and time again for family blah blah
But why should I have to go on day after after like this just to struggle. When you get 5-10 negative for every small positive? Shit I'll go 30 for 1 more than that
I know some of you are lonely, but remember God will always be by your side
Im 17 i may not have been through much but ive been through more than i should have at this age i was never a quiet kid growing up i was always happy and full of energy i didnt know how my dad was my mom always went from guy to guy all of them were trash it was always me my sister and my mom at eight i never really had friends because we always moved around so when we went back to my hometown i was always prepared to leave again i dont know when it happened but i became very aggressive i was constantly bullied in school and when i fought back i would be the one in trouble i would always think of how unfair it was one day two boys were messing with me so i threw a double desk across the room and hit a kid with a textbook i met my dad at nine he never knew i existed he was a good guy but he would take my medication for himself when i would go over there i left my chilfhood home and the school i was in and i moved in with my moms new boyfriend ive been here since 9 hes was nice as well for a bit i started making friends in my new school then i got to jr high by then i started to gain resentment for people and start to understand the world around me by 8th grade ive become i sad and lonely person my mom and her boyfriend where now just roommates he got back with his ex we left for a bit then came back and ive hated him since 9th grade year and my sister is out of school i have old friends and new friends had my first real heartbreak turns out i was her rebound it sucks cause she got back with her ex and she was my first kiss as well end of 9th grade i now put on a show when im at school so nobody asks if im okay because no one really cares anyway there just nice i cant cry anymore dontnknow why that happened srart of 10th i try to ignore my bad thoughts wasnt doing well in school so my mom pulled me out at this point im in ged classes and i constantly get into online relationships just for the little bit of happiness it brings me ive been trying to get a head start on smoking myself to death i cant sleep without some tyoe of sound because the voices in my head are too loud sovwhen my phone gets taken from me i practically overdose on melatonin so i can sleep its Christmas now and i really hope its my last one i that mask that i wear is beginning to break and i dont know how long i can keep putting it back together for
Sometimes we need people….
I am the 2nd guy. "I am the school joke"
even the richest people on earth is lonely
Real
Even Elon musk, damn, everyone struggles
Smoking is terrible but I can’t stop being this lonely I don’t smoke but if it’s equivalent to smoking 15 cigarettes I’ve already smoked a life’s worth of
This whole video made me cry
All this guy’s loneliness videos are so fucking relatable
I'm a nice guy I try and try but they never love me back
Same with me jacob
The more I'm getting older, the more I understand how lonely I am
The more I'm getting older, the more I understand how lonely I am
The more I'm getting older, the more I understand how lonely I am
I have family that loves me, but I only have friend and were close like really close but we see each other like once a month. I do feel alone mentally but I always think its probably just because I'm a woman and hormones, Or maybe its just growing up.Honestly I only live for this band I like because that band I like makes me feel great and not lonely.
I don’t know why but I feel like evreytine I like someone they turn out just being rude or stupid without the next few years I just can’t find anyone and it’s making me hurt
I tried to hold them close.
They pushed me away and walked out of my life.
What’s to hold close when there already dead
i'm a joke
Nothing worse knowing you are gonna be alone for the rest of your life and there ain’t a damn thing you can do about it. At this point I may as well leave this planet because it’s not like I am enjoying anything here
My parents have been to a total of 4 sporting events of mine. I have played football for 4 years, wrestled for 3, basketball for 2, and track for 7. When i graduate college it will be 11 years and i guarantee they'll never show up to a meet. Now that im in college i have two seasons per year… Thats 16-18 meets per year… Yeah