Thanks guys for the whole lot together with listening to any little bit of this video!! I am gettin there!!
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Thank you for posting this and being so open about your journey and all the hard work you've put into selfcare. It's been a crappy few years for me (and for a lot of people) and I wanted to let you know that your videos have made me laugh and put a smile on my face, even on my bad days. I downright cackled with your Digital Devil Saga video. Thank you!
Heyyyyy! High-five for anxiety disorders and CBT/Mindfulness courses. 🖐Kiddo, you're doing great. Not gonna lie: your awkwardness on camera has been incredibly endearing. However, I look forward to a variety in your content, and I want for the day when you can just breathe and say c'est la vie, so-to-speak Français. Such is my current focus, and part of that work includes commenting on videos the way I never had before. I always talked myself out of it by believing that there was nothing I could say that would be of value. These days, I'm more lenient on myself and choose to think, "Hey, maybe I'll make somebody smile."
i’m so happy and proud of your progress! sending love <3
Man, CBT was a big help for me too!
To me, it was like I was playing a multiplayer game, and constanly doing terribley. Struggling to complete easy quests, failing to navigate menus, just everything is harder for you and you can’t explain why.
And then finding out everyone else had
all the expansions installed! And once I could talk about my issues, they understood!
Like who knew people feel proud of themselves sometimes? I blamed myself for everything, I felt like a failure compared to everyone. But learning how to talk to myself let me talk to others.
So proud of you btw! I’d say it’s felt in livestreams, but your posted videos often feel peppy, so it’s less noticeable.
i am very happy for your mental glow up,you realized that you cannot be perfect and this will make things easier for you, good luck with your meditation session,with the project for your channel and with your life Crystal
wearing my imaginaery Cheerleader Outfit with PomPoms Let's go Chrystaahhl LET'S GOO!! x3 <3
Remember that there’s a reason airplanes tell you to put on your own oxygen mask before you help others. You need to make sure your essentials are taken care of before you can give any parts of yourself to others.
Proud of all your progress! Thank you for everything 🙂
As someone who suffers from anxiety and organ-related stress, this is really encouraging.
I'm at a point in my life where I often feel incapable of living, which has caused me to put off a lot of work. Within these past few years I've been more prone to anger attacks and **unfun** thoughts. I've been struggling so much finding goals for myself that I wonder what I'm even doing all this for.
I'm sure I'm not alone in this, but having low/no income because I am afraid to work has made seeking therapy something I can't do right now. Hearing you talk about clearing up space in your head made me realize that I need this to function. My head is full, my memory is dysfunctional and my drive is nearly gone, but hearing you talk about your experiences this way made me more hopeful for a future.
The road ahead may be filled with holes, but it's a road nonetheless.
Thank you.
how. i swear that last video was just a few months ago genuinly. Crazy to see how much progress youve made in this short of a time
Caring about yourself feels like selfishness if you're not used to it. Can relate. Great you're better off now.
you're doing great. always looking forward to your videos.
I love u Crystal I really relate to your struggles and I’m so happy for u you and your videos always help me get of a dark space so with peace and love thank you❤
Congratulations on all your success with your mental health. I’m glad you are taking care of yourself so that you can be happier and enjoy your life more. I love your content!
You love to see it. It's such an important life development that so many go through that people hardly talk about. Thank you for courageously speaking about this topic, I hope your journey continues to pay off!
As a person who’s struggling right now with some similar problems and finally starting to go to therapy, this video makes me extremely hopeful for improvement in the future. Thank you for what you do crystahl !!! ❤
Thank you for this video ! I discovered your channel 1yr ago and I watched the previous one on your mental health and it's been a eye opener for me. I'm struggling atm in every part of my life and I'm sure its for the same reasons than you 2 years ago. Time for me to cope with myself.
I'm happy you're better now and it's a pleasure to follow your journey since you always have been a source of joy when times are rough.
i'm proud of you too. thanks for this 😊
You are one of my favorite streamers, I hope you are feelling better and thanks for the update!
wow I really resonate and relate with you with struggles on self love and I just wanna say I'm really happy for you and I hope that you continue on your journey on life with more love keep up the amazing work
It means so much to me personally because sometimes it is necessary to look at your past self and the progress you've made. even though it wasn't as you imagined it to be, it was worth it. every babystep of it
you're a sunshine and I'm happy to see you shine
WOW.
I know everyone should grow and improve towards their best self. More and more creating your best life and all that. Im just so incredibly impressed when people actually do it.
There is conversation in dr who that goes something like this:
C: Do you have a plan?
Dr: Yes
C: What IS the plan?
Dr: I dont know, I havent finished talking!
I relate to that so hard. I rarley manage a straight conversation with myself even when I voice it. I keep interupting me with sidetracks and connecting issues that I feel need hammering out. Being able to just keep a clear throughline sounds kind of epic.
This video made me so happy. I love seeing you here in this journey and looking so happy. I struggle with anxiety too and I've been having a rough time, but seeing a video like this just helped me a lot and reminded me that it's okay to have to work on stuff. I am also getting CBT too and it can be so amazing. You keep being awesome Crystal! This idea for fashion videos also intrigues me so I am really looking forward to your future content, but of course do it when you get the chance and take care of yourself first.
I never thought a person who seens so confident and has such a huge charisma can face this problems in life. Good for you, being happy is important.
Newish fan here! Love hearing you talk so openly and vulnerably about mental health! Currently working on mine as well! 😀
Please do everything you want to do; be experimental, travel to conventions, make all the video ideas you want, and PLEASE pace yourself, know your capacity, and try not to burn out doing things you're supposed to enjoy! Take care <3
I'm new to the channel but I'm so proud of where you're at! I was captivated by your charm and sense of humour and I hope you can be more confident in that, because you rock !!!
I have definitely noticed your self confidence recently, and I'm sure others have too. You're doing amazing!! 💖
I misheard "it has been" in "Affecting the channel like it has been" as "a husband" and was like "wow, burn."
Your boyfriend in the back is proud of you, so keep it up!